Kurai's Blog

I don't know much about my family's past, but I am kind of interested in it now. Mostly because of what happened today.

My mate, Flory, was feeling ill all day long- got fever, sometimes blurry vision, headaches, and stomach aches. But we did not notice it because she was acting as cheerful as always. I just got a hunch when she ran away from another mate of ours that wanted to tickle her and she suddenly got serious: "No tickling if you don't want to see what I've had for breakfast!".

I remembered in that moment about that stuff with the "energetic vampires". That are people that are watching you with much envy or admiration. Just a weird stare of a second or so, and you'll get sick all of the sudden. I am very often falling as a victim of these people, and I realize I've been "attacked by them" when I'm yawning more than three times a minute. So whenever that hapened, I ran to my dad and he massaged my hands(on veins side) and said a prayer in his mind. In a minute the "ill state" was gone! You can only guard yourselves from these creepy people by wearing a red item.

So I tried my luck and asked Flory if she wants me to try that on her; she responded she'd try anything just to get back to normal. I massaged her hand and thought of  prayer. A few minutes later she was back to normal:D

However, this healing "powers" aren't often  to meet. They are transmitted through bloodlines of a family. In my family, dad inherited this from grandpa.

I have a sister(but I think you know about her already) who has blonde-brown hair and green eyes, while I have black hair and brown eyes; She looks like mom and I look like dad, which must mean I inherited these powers aswell:D I won't tell around my classmates though, I don't want to be considered the "witch doctor". That fools would ask me for help even after getting drunk or smoking much xD.

Here's the thing-I and my ex(and ex guild mates) are friends again. I returned to the re-make of SurvivE, which is now called TheLegend.But I don't think that just because I forgave my ex for his behaviour would mean I also forgot it all. I am still hurt and I think I don't want to be his gf again, it would hurt his actual gf and I know how that feels like. If he does something stupid, I'd rather tell himfair and square that I still am mad at him . He said he forgave me-for what?! For breaking up with him?! I am sick of this idea.

Now I made a thread in Desperately seeking a better half on forum, searching for a bf. But I may delete it, I don't know. Let's just see how things will work now.

In Scorio, I moved last year. With Dim's help, I got a main killer level 87, water 120, fire mage 109 and earth iller 99. I had put a lot of effort inmy characters, I cen' feel able to ditch theem. But starting off in Capricorn will grant me a fresh new begining-new friends, no more, or less drama, no more dorks to fight with.

So, my plans for Capricorn...

-Main fire MAGE this time, itțs easier to fine full MATK items. And I could use the oon wand, which I just love-it would have no use to my killer in Scorp. Her name should be Alexandra or Alxyz, still not decided.

-Earth assist-mage Kurai , I will finally make a char with that name.She'll have a INT absed build and let's see what idiot will laugh at an earth character.

-Eclipse,Water assist-mage, again INT build.

-Hex/Kaosu, (male chara) I think a fire melee.

Anyway, I stll know that  will be fed up with having too many characters. But they will be helpful at some point, such as ack-ups for quests(on GS many people will fly xD).

OOOH and I will make a shop keeper too! She'll have a nice tent, probbably a cafe-like one. If things will go well, I'll enjoy my stay in Capricorn.

This Saturday I attended the Freshmen ball...But that wasn't all I had to do all day long. So here's the schedule...

6.40-I woke up and turned on the computer. When I went on Starter's to recruit more members for my guild, I had the surprise to meet Tian and Rozalie. We talked a bit, drooled seeing Tian's level 180 Victoria and made fun on the alt that accused Tian of botting because his Vic was a high level. Then we did some instances and I agreed to help Rozalie with the cloudy sword quest when she gets more team members.

8.50-Mom came in my room saying I'll be late again if I don't leave WLO annd start to get ready. I changed my clothes, searched for some fitting accesories and then my sister and Pucca played the "make-up artist" with me as their doll. The result was nice, I couldn't recognize myself in the mirror XD.

9.55-I left my house and took the underground train to meet three of my mates to go see Punklord(another mate) acting on a theater's stage. But when I got outside again, I realized...my ticket for the Freshmen ball was left at home. I just went to the teather and enjoyed the play, Shakespeare's "Summer night's dream" or something like that. All actors were under 18, and he best ones were those playing Oberon and Titania. The only thing I didn't like was that the public didn't listen to the request of closing their mobile phones and stop using cameras, not to mention the few kids that started yelling and crying when the light was diminuated to give actors some more dramatism.

1 PM- the play was over. I and Mike went in the backstage to congratulate our friend who was happy to see we came, then we looked at eachother realizing that none of us knew where's the club rented for our ball! We decided to spit up, Punklord was driven by his dad with their car and I took the train back home, this time joined by Mike.

1.30 pm- We came at my home for that ticket, but mom insisted that we'll stay to eat at least a few sandwiches. Meanshile we digged on the internet about the Vox cub. No info! Just the street's name. In an exasperation moment we called Alexandra, my cousin, who was also confised; She knew that if Vox is really on the place where Gossip used to be, the  we must g to the "x" train station. But Mike realized that the club was in a totally opposite way.

2 PM- we left my house. On way to the undeerground train station, Mike kept telling me "Trust me! I know that's the place for sure!" and I always responded "Now I feel safe" in a "Shut the heck up" tone.

3 PM-after fooling around searching for the correct station, we reached the club. It was interesting on the outside...but 5 mins later I really wanted to go home. I wasn't told that's a freaking smoker's club! Bot to mention the ventilation was less than favorable. The drinks in that bar were also very expensive, I just got a Schwepss from there. My friends tried cocktail after cocktail, and after 5 PM dozens of beer bottles started to show up...and get spilled. One of the guests was so drunk we made him get out and run a few laps around the club so he'd get back to senses.

As about the freshmen...very, VERY dissappointing. On dance contest they barely moved, and I didn't give a damn about who won. When someone told me about the winner for "Miss Freshman" I was like "Whatever." Good that after 4 PM I gor in a party mood and started dancing with my friends. On 7 PM the party was over and my friends wanted to go in another club, but I just wanted togo home. The cigar smoke did nothing good to me, I bet I was stinking like a tobacco pile. I rushed home with 2 McDonald's hamburgers, but I was greeted at home by mom who cooked a HUGE dinner:D

Overall, it was a pretty cool Saturday. I hope my nose will heal until Monday, it feels like stinging me whenever I breathe.

I am fed up. With everything. or most stuff that are going on in WLO atm. I think I will follow my friend's advice and will play Atlantica Online until v5 is released; but I will only stay away from the game itself, so you won't miss me in the forums XD.

Why am I so pissed of, and what are my reasons for leaving?

1. A friend of mine quitted WLO because of some stupid drama with his gf, I want to play the other game with him and maybe somewhay confort him in his daily issues.

2. My ex bf and my ex guild became some jackasses, literally. His new gf is plotting evil against one of my friends that remained in there, she has been kicked out over 3 times for the simple reason that she is my friend. If you people read this, I don't f*****g care. You pretended to be my friends while digging behind me. Not to mention that I broke up with that guy agreeing to remain friends, but he didn't show any lifesign(chat, PM or something) ever since he growled at me for one of my posts. Get real, if any of you pisses me off more, I'll reveal the whole crappy drama, so don't force my hand.

3. My best friends in WLO, Neshoba and Misaki, didn' log back in for a very long time...Neshoba promised to log on more often but never is online when I come. And I am online almost whole day. He says it's the school and choir keeping him away from the game, so I understand I guess. Misaki appears to have quitted.

4.No friends are left in WLO. I thought to move in Libra, but there are two factors making me change that thought. 1-I have many high level chars in Scorpio, IM equips and levelled pets. Second, those that used to be my friends in Libra are slowly retiring or staying online as less as possible. I never see Chewy, Dr.Wind, Bismillah or Prov online when I log in Libra for a visit. So no point in moving there.

5.I never find a team to train my main RB char with. She always ends up losing XP more than gaining it from fights.

6.These days I hav no luck with instance rewards.

7. I am already sick of training my lower level characters, my assist team to be more exact. My team's levels are 99 earth, 120 water, 110 fire and that's it. I trained a level 65 fire char, but ditched it. They have eremotes but my sistem gets laggy and I am always pissed off because of that.

8.I broke my Rock armlet by accident, so I can't really train Niss anymore in Oslya. The e-remote in my main char has expired and I can't burst Victpria anymore either.

Now I will wait for v5. For the new pets and places, and items to build.

Maybe I will somehow find a soulmate aswell. Well, I really like someone but, as it was said, he wouldn't return in WLO even if his life was threatened. I don't want to marry my level 87 RB with a level 65 alt either. But I just wanna have the cute marriage gifts and the marriage room. It is also said that you can always see the health condition of your husband/wife, and will receive new emoticons too.

Not to mention I am passing through a nasty depression just as I think about factors 2,3 and 4.

I spinned the Wheel of fortune two times, and I won  two magic beans. It's practically bullcrap for me! I trained Frederico up to 44 but chose to restart training Niss. Maybe I should train them both? red has the best single target damage after all.

But really, what kind of a lie is this? I was aiming for a training voucher or an unicorn T.T

EDIT: I played two more times, won a 2x potion and Elin's oil. Not to mention I forgot that this account has my earth alt on it, and not my main fire. Which means, the Magic beans will be useless for Seya.

School stuff: My school schedule is just tiring now. We have for this week scheduled around 4 tests, of course I did an epic failure on the math test. We were supposed to have subjects from the whole chapter, but that idiot teacher only chose the hardest subjects, but to mention I didn't study the lesson with "matrix powers" or hell knows what that are.I returned a blank paper to the teacher, and I'm expecting for an 1/10 for it.

Our history teacher, which was great, needed to get a vacantion to study for the mastering exams so she's away until May 2010. We got a new teacher in her place, but he's not bad at all. I'm about to get a good grade:)

As about my English exam, school stage, I PASSED! Wohoo! 8.40, the highest grade from all students that attended this exam. The sector stage wil be soon, but it's going to be much harder. I hope I will pass it.

Weather: We were supposed to have snow today T,T stupid news weather guy. All we had were a biting cold , low air pressure, lots' of humidity, and a few dizzy snow flakes. That's not snow, man.

Love and feelings: Believe it or not(and I can't believe it) two guys asked me to be their  girlfriend in the same evening. Then there's another guy who I like, but he was gone for long and we just agreed to restart our friendship...

At the moment, next guy that asks me to be his girlfriend may get knocked out. I am just tired of this love affairs, I'm still hurt after my previous relationship.

Health: The SWINE is in Bucharest and there's a very high chance to get me infected. My immunity is low, I already started sneezing and since I must take the train to reach my highschool(which is very crowded) I may contact the virus. 50% + students in my highschool feel ill, but they still come at classes. There's another school that was closed because an infection with swine was detected on four students and a teacher. It would be nice to have my highschool in a break aswell.

In-game: Niss levelled on 51, my char is 87. At least the 2x event wasn't such a failure:D I only trained Niss, my char was only trained luke 4 hours in this whole event. I never have XP pots when needed.

Correspondent work: Posted two articles, I'm expecting now my "salary" so I can play the awesome november lucky wheel.

Drawings: I didn't get much feedback on last drawings I posted. They weren't epic, but didn't suck. I know I am good on what I do, otherwise I wouldn't draw anymore. I'm in progress of posting more Sailor Senshis in Deviant Art. I just don't have inspiration...