Silver star

Partyyyyy. Happy new year!

Thu, 31 Dec 2009 15:16:01 -0500

I shall take advantage that Panther and Sin left to visit another friend's party and write on my blog a new entry. Panther annoyed me like hell while writing the DA journal. Anyway, now it's 10 PM, KoRn should arrive on the party around 00 AM. For the party the guys brought a paint spray , purple color...and I couldn't resist it:d I got a hair strand full purple, I love it. Um...it's gonna be washed with water RIGHT?!!?!?! Well, nothing much to say, Just that I'm supposed to write my 2010 rezolutions. My wlo resolutions: -perfect my drawings, for earning more gold xD -Get killer set -get Snow ears! -make my own steamship fuel. 6 k for one coal block is a total robbery. -change my shop keeper from Selainne to Lumiere. I'll make her a pretty tent <3 -Get js for my alts and ds for my main. -make my own syrups. apple and mango syrups cost 45-65 g a piece >.> usually 50 g each. More! I just like to list my plans:) who knows if I'll respect them. Oh and if you're so curious about that Panther I kept talking about, I'll upload later a picture from this party.

Grrr....

Mon, 28 Dec 2009 09:57:14 -0500

You know, sometimes I look in the mirror and hate myself. And still, sometimes I like what I see. It all depends on my mood. Now if I had some sort of a feelings mirror I would hate what I'd see in myself: Lots of hate, always being bored, emptiness, and pragmatism. Now my cousin came by, for a visit. She asked if I have a boyfriend yet and I said no, but my sister had to open her mouth to say that there's a guy trying to win my heart and I'm simply frozen. Well, that's true. After I broke up with Panther he keeps trying to win my heart, in subtle, not so personal ways: He said he wants to change the music he listens to(generally house/minimal) with rock, and I'm the only one in our group who loves this kind of music. Or that he'd do anything to get a kiss from me, on the cheek. Last evening when he and the others came for a movie he picked up the mistletoe little branch and holded it above my head until I gave him a peck on the cheek. After all, sometimes I wonder what the heck is wrong with me. Like two sides of me always fighting-one side knows that I shouldn't of left Panther, since he's good looking, he's smart and sweet. Plus, he has same hobbies as me. He loves rock songs and also martial arts(member of a martial arts fighting club). The other side yells at her "twin" because she'd know he said himself sometimes he got perverted thoughts, and seems to be a bit...I don't know. Scary, maybe, but he has the look of the most innocent guy on earth. Anyway, I won't get to be his girlfriend again...it's a matter of pride I suppose :D

Art shop, and manga plans.

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 07:53:21 -0500

I decided to take a step forward and charge people for artworks. I am quite annoyed of the lack of feedback I received in the last months. I spent hours drawing in pencil, and ink, the next is the coloring pain. That's how I got the idea of turning my art thread to a shop. Now I want to start drawing TianDan's new request, he paid in advance for it. At first, I thought my art shop will have no clients; but I already got two requests done, and people on the waiting list! Since I am paid for my work, I am doing my best not to mess up or be too late.For now I got 170 k from the three ones done. Now that I'd be pointing with the finger or something, but when I saw someone selling chibis for one MILLION gold each, I almost fell off my chair, thinking "are you serious?!" At least I have some peace knowing I'm not charging people too much for the artworks I do. Another plan of mine, that I was thinking at for a long time: Whenever I'm free, I'll work on a manga with and about WLO. I was inspired by the WITCH comics, I bought every number for like three years. I stopped buying them since summer began, though:[ Oh, right, and I will also keep writing on the story I started "When worlds collide"."

Plans, plans, plans...

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 10:28:54 -0500

When I was younger, I used to start decorating my house for Christmas right on the beginning of December. Now I practically forgot about it::D On 21st of December is our traditional day for bringing in and decorating the Christmas tree. I think that I didn't buy a natural tree in like 3 years. I have this artificial Christmas tree about a meter and 25 cm tall, it caan be folded, and stays in the warehouse for all year until it's time comes. Some of you may say it's better to have a real Christmas tree...but I'll give you the PRO reasons why to get an artificial one. 1.the artificial trees are quite cheap, and can be used for a few years. 2.They don't take much room to be deposited. 3. No annoying pine needles on your mom's precious clean floor. 4.Many branches, that can be folded as you wish. The natural pines are expensive now, it is rare to find a nice-looking one(now all of'em have so many gaps between branches they look practically bald!), and you must buy a new one every year. Did I mention it's non-ecological? We're talking about trees being cut here. For the pine smell, my dad buys some branches and hangs them around the house. Anyway, for this Christmas, nasty news: must go with the whole family at grandparents' house. Good thing: I meet my entire family, insluding my cousin and uncles. Bad: The extremely high temperature inside, extremely low temperatures outside the house. Not to mention grnadpa and grandma are annoying the hell out of me, sometimes. As about the new year... dad must go in his night shift at work. It sucks! The only day when I want him to be home, and he must go at work... so at home there will only be me, my sister, and mom, Sna(sis) fixed up so that four friends of ours, and her best friend Pucca, would come for a New Year's party. I wonder how it will work out:D

The white hell

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 10:16:23 -0500

I was so excited when the first show fell. But now, all I want is staying in my home, where's nice and warm. I had a snowball fight with a friend, but I wasn't wearing gloves, and neither did he. So after we threw like 3 snowballs after each other we entered my block's hall to lean our hands on the radiator; we were STIFF! Now, the snow layer is bigger, but insignificant comparing to the situations in other country areas. In mountains areas, even the equipment of cleaning roads got stuff multiple times. Dad said that the snow layer at my grandparents' house is around 70 centimeters tall! Now my friends, especially Panther, who practically abuses of my self-made rule of "being nice to others, no matter what", keeps calling me everyday, sometimes even after it gets dark, to make me hang out with them. Oh god, no way! It's so nice to watch the snow falling, but only through a window.

Snow!

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 16:38:27 -0500

Saturday, mom came in my room and asked me to look on the window. My room's curtains are always covering the windows, I do not like my neighbors to look in my room. Just as I removed the curtains, I was looking mike "omg. what?!" I didn't even think much about it, but it was snowing! Small flakes, but I hope next time there will be more and bigger. My favorite season is not winter, but I love snow. It's shiny, it's sometimes so deep that the neighbors' pets seem to lose themselves in it, and, most of all, I love how snow falls. It is really relaxing, just like summer rain. The thing that makes me hate winter sometimes? The extremely low temperatures, and the...emptiness of the landscape. Trees are out of leaves, not to mention the sky is mostly covered with big, heavy-looking clouds. Now, lemme think about today...I opened two art shops, in Scorpio and in Capricorn, being inspired by Sakumori. Happily for my customers, I did not take her price list too xD one million for a chibi is a scary price, I think. My requests start from 10 k :D so more people can afford it. I didn't do much, but got many ideas. Like, what can I do from now on? in Scorpio: RB my alts! Seya is lv 99(for now, hopefully some xp caps will make her 100), Sayiuki is 110, and Senshi is level 120. I am out of points(thanks to my genius inspiration of playin' like a fool potion box by points) and all surveys are down for an undetermined period. I need help with quests, but I don't wish to bug my guild mates, they're all busy as always. So best choice is to RB them already. Their capes will suck, but I will manage to get a good item for the "special" slot. Before that, I realized their 10% bonus will e also kind of small. So I will do many forgotten scroll quests for them, to increase their respective stats needed. Sayiuki will be wit, Seya an earth tanker, and Senshi a priest, like most waters. Tomorrow I am home alone(well, both parents are working, I am only with my sis) and will have time to think of what's to be done in WL without getting bugged by anyone. Hopefully I will handle my plans :)

I'm sorry...

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 13:31:25 -0500

Remember when I said I have a new boyfriend? I broke up with him. After ONE day! When she heard about it my sister was about to throw something at me, and this time I understand her. But still, I had made this "habit" to dump every boyfriend I had for the same reason and old story" we're better as friends.". Maybe it's my try of making them feel less rejected, maybe there's something else. Just because I dumped the boyfriends I had, you think I have never suffered? wrong. It happened that I rejected many friends of mine that said they like me, but after some time I realize I do like them more than just a friend. And before I manage to talk to them, there you'll see him with his girlfriend.Damn. Anyway, about this guy...His name is Chris, but everyone calls him Panther. He's 20 years old, a bit taller than me, got blue eyes and brown hair. Many girls had a crush on him. And his last relationship was for like, 1 year or so...and I heard he broke up with his gf in a bad way, both seem to remain mad at eachother. He asked me on MSN if I could be his gf, and I said the same thing I told to everyone else: "no". Because I do not know him at all. Then, as about a month and a half passed since we first met, we became close friends. When we were going out with our group, we used to take a walk together and talk about more serious stuff. To say the truth, we're then only ones that think over our friends' childish or stupid stuff. And then, when he called me a few days ago...I told him I regret that I refused his request . One day later, we became a couple. And one more day later, we broke up because I thought of something:What do I know about him?! He kinda started to scare me, at some point. When we've been out by ourselves on a short date, he told me he is used to have perverted thoughts, but he somehow stops thinking about them when he's with me. It may have been supposed to be a compliment, but it made me wanna kick his butt. when we broke up, I didn't go out with everyone, like usually. My sister returned at home, and gave me back my bracelet that Panther was wearing for about a month. He wanted to look at it, we left to our homes and forgot returning it. I tried to recover it, with jokes or being serious, but didn't work, so I gave up. I was about to cry when I saw it. I guess I had hurt him too much. I'm realy sorry, but that's my way: I am so stubborn I can't notice when others near me get hurt by my actions. I am sorry guys. For everything ridiculous, impulsive, saddening, stupid thing I ever did. I may be good in self control of my emotions, but sometimes I just let everything happen. And in most cases, people get hurt...

FAIL. The H1N1 vaccine secondary effects

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 14:22:51 -0500

It happened that today I met our new highschool's doctor. She's very nice, or at least awesome, comparign her to the last doc we had. She gave each of us this lil' note to say if we wanna take the new flu vaccine or not. I will translate, word by word, what this note says. "As parent, I declare that I am aware of the possible secondary effects of the vaccine: -Neuritis / affection of nerves terminations(practically speaking, skin goes numb. Or even an organ, which means you can start writing your will). -convulsions -paresis -going dizzy(should be about the Calcium levels decrease in your blood=makes you faint) -egg allergies(no more cookies for you!) -allergic syndrome/ suffocation -encephalitis Have fun dieing! Now, for real, what idiot would take this vaccine?! I knew there are many side effects, but I was surprised to see there are so many. 90% of my highschool's students practically yelled "NO!" when they heard about it.

Turning the page...:)

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 08:47:32 -0500

I feel a bit better now, considering I've been through an unjustified, yet bad depression. Last week I was practically free from school, which means I had two days offf for the country's national day, 1st of December, and since 31st November happened to be monday I guess the teachers considered it wouldn't worth co come for school one day so that the next we stay home and return on school. After the "doubled weekend" my sister was so nice to "share" her cold with me...combined with "sinusitis" or some illness that has to do with that, involving flu symptoms, often coughing, fever and head aches. This "combined" virus granted me extra 3 days of staying at home. Kinda boring to stay all day long doing nothing, but at least I didn't have to be tortured by teachers. A week off school was pretty good for me to recover, now I feel like it is Friday when it's only Tuesday. Right now I am thinking that I' supposed to study for the Romanian exam tomorrow. But I hate studying. Not to mention I cant focus when my sister and her deskmate, who initially came here to copy some school stuff in his notebook, started to wrestle on the couch near the computer. Happily it's a couch for three so I didn't have to be involved, they have enough space for the "constructive activity". I'm just the commentator of the show, and I'm enjoying it. Round one: Ana pushed Chris off the cough- called victory for that. Round two: Chris got a few playful slapping, pushes and rollings around the couch. Winner: Ana. Oh, did I mention she was laying over him like a human sandwich? it was hilarious xD Round three: Poor Chris is officially KO after my sis accidentally "cracked his eggs". Now he's back to senses, but doubtful if he should counterattack again because the "battlefield" moved close to me...I'm risking to get punched, bitten, scratched or even thrown off my chair. So if any of these unfortunate accidents would happen, I'd join in to reduce them to silence... =)) Another order of ideas... Wednesday: exam at Romanian. Thursday: exam on English(a contest, actually...who cares, same thing anyway.) Friday: Exam on Chemistry (save meeeee!) So, this week is freakin' busy by school. After this, I have three weeks off:D Christmas Holiday starts one week earlier after the teachers were asked to take some days off without paying "to save some of the country's budget". Even anarchy was better than these jackasses. Even when I turn 18 I won't go voting, since there's no decent choice between a politician and another these days. Oh...last thing that I wanted to write the first...officially got a new boyfriend:) (in real). We were like mutes when trying to talk yesterday on the phone, my sister was making fun on me like "when's the wedding?" me: "Shut the heck up and mind that movie you're watching!" Oh about the movie Ana was watching, it's called "Not another teen movie" or something like that. Anyway, it's a comedy making fun on the stereotypes in every movie with or, and about teenagers. Like the ideas with the relationship nerd-popular dude, the prom, the school bish, so on. It is a comedy that makes everything in a hilarious way, you've gotta watch it:D

Considering to quit the forums...

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 07:03:25 -0500

Why? Like you'd care. You may, or may bot know of what has happened before. I can't wipe past, shrug my shoulders and go on, like others would do. That is a refference to the avatar I currently have in the forums. It's a heavy critique against the mass of players gathering for all to stand against me, like I'm the bad character in a stupid bedtime story. It is lame that some people can't stand up for themselves and speak their mind. So, they'd rather pretend to be friends then stab you in the back on first occasion. This fragment is the memo for the scandal Jinlei, Blackjack and the other asgards organized against me. Do you even know why I hate some of the asgard people? Because they are too proud, shameless, backstabbing, or simply doing things that annoyed most people, even if it seems like I am only one of the very few daring to have my own opinion against them. They are an united guild, are friends with each other, like a good and normal guild is. But I can't take it to see when they gather to yell the same opinion. There, I said it. And there is nothing changing my mind, period. Another reason why I want to leave: the forum barely has some replies these days, so it is damn boring. Plus, all other art threads get replies, only mine doesn't. It's very frustrating. When I wrote the article about no feedback the fools started an uproar and said I'm just bitching about my threads. Another thing that makes me say to some people "get a life, you pathetic excuse for a human!" is when people disagree on an antagonistic tone and dare saying it's their right to say their opinion. If I said my opinion everytime, I was banned for a hella long time! If you can't hold your mouth shut, get some duct tape. There is even no more respect for the forum higher ranks, as correspondents or moderators. They are treated nonchalantly, "they're humans too, after all."Not that you must bow at them or something but show some damn respect for their work! I don't enjoy how things are going. I will barely come from time to time to isit the art thread of Ekiada and other good artists, and do my standard requested articles each month.But no more "miss sweetheart" from now on. Every mistake will be taken in consideration, and no excuse is going to be accepted. I am sick of being stepped on, it's time for people to see who they are dealing with.